Saturday, August 22, 2009♥
I really don't know anything.The gap between us is further widening.I don't know why, but the more I share with you, the further our distance is.I have no idea what's going on.I know I was being quite extra.and I now that's my fault.but you can't possibly be pissed at me for being pissed at someone who is bloody annoying?!I mean, hello.we have different levels of tolerance.Well in this case yours is angelic enough to tolerate such an annoying person like her, but mine is NOT.just in case you didn't know, I bear grudges.I don't forgive easily.I want to be friends.Who doesn't want to have a wide circle of friends?Or maybe, we aren't even friends at all.Perhaps I'm just being over sensitive, but yes.I think i'll slow down.and don't blame me for avoiding you,I'm afraid of further offending you again, just in case you people find me annoying.I'm really really afraid of pissing any of you off.Seriously.So, now I think I know,I can't talk about anything much infront of you.I'm only limited to the topics you all laugh at.Yes, so now its a matter of my freedom VS my friendship.I can't even choose what to say in front of you people.God, I need you.Fill me with your Holy Spirit so I may make wise decisions that would hopefully not affect my friendship with them.I'll give my soul and heart to you.Be there for me forever.Amen.
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Sunday, August 16, 2009♥
blah.
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